Love Is Beautiful

nature-_4_Nobody knows how it begins; a lock of eyes, a tenderly touch of the hand, an invitation to lunch.  Love could be at first sight or grow slowly. It is something you can feel but no see.  A warm feeling who run from head to toe.  You feel like walking on the cloud.  Some live for that person and nobody else; that’s real love.  No the love base on lust that make you go from flower to flower pollinating them.  That isn’t love and isn’t worth it.  A person like that you have to cut it off from the roots.

 

I remember my first platonic love.  when I got close to her sweat cover all body and quiver from the emotion of  closeness.  At night, I laid on my bed thinking about what to said to her the next day.  I wrote in my head a long love letter  but when the time come my legs shake like yellow as soon I get close to her.  I know that our love was mutual but I used to hang around with the wrong crowd.  Once I was going to take the bus to go a college and for some reason my heart was jumping of joy.  When we met on the bus I realize what has my heart all excited. We were in the university and still can’t talk to her.  Thinking about it, I am a coward in the matters of the heart.  In all my love relation the women have taken the lead except with the woman I love the most and broke my heart.  I am so sensible that twenty-five years later still recovering.  Don’t get me wrong we love each other very much.  We leave together for four years in Germany.  Yes, she was German and I am a Puerto Rican station in Deutschland.  Some how the love got lost on the way but “such is life.”

What came after that is too sad to share with you.  I was a wrecked of emotion; remember I wrote I am sensitive.  So, between that and the Persian Golf War my mind was lost in a world of guild (PTSD) That all I will write about that.  Lost in the state of mind I make a lot of love mistake along the way.  I wasn’t prepared for a relation and failed in all the attend to have a companion for life.  Now I have waited close to ten years to try again.  I am in a long distant relationship with someone I met in Costa Rica five month ago to see how it goes.

 

There is a problem with love the person that you like doesn’t like you and the one who’s mad in love with you.  It isn’t you type.  Nowadays it’s hard to get a lasting relationship.  There are some lucky one who got the right person for a lifetime but you have to cherish that relation because things can change in a blink of an eye.  Love is a wonderful feeling and would like to have it back.

                                                                    Author; Melito Santos 

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